Phew... hectic day today... rushing from places to places...
While discussing DVPA today... kinda like quarrelled with Sarah and Timothy... really sorry you guys... but... our team really need to come to an agreement...
Jason was giving his "dreaded" apprehensive look again... while Sonia looked sleepy....
Needless to say... The discussion was pretty ok....
but I still feel very sad that our group needed to start an arguement in order to get something done... its all my fault... haiz...
anywayz... after a rather pleasing news writing day, it was time for me to head back to the gym again... This time, though I trained till I became pretty much exhausted, my muscles didnt feel stressed at all...
Good point - My strength and stamina is increasing
Bad point - It would take me even more to get my desired body shape from now on
After a refreshing shower and a neat-o change of clothes.. I headed to the MRT back home......
but..
A message from ZY came.... he needed to talk to me...
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have such a caring DG leader... even though he has alot of projects and work to do... he still would spend time to sit down with me and talk to me and ask me about my life...
After a big blurt about what was happening in my mishappened life... He listened thoughtfully and came to a conclusion - my priorities were wrong...
All along, I wanted God to bless me, and then I would live a victorious life for Him... but that concept is totally wrong...
What is important is that I had to seek the will of God first...
"Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness, AND all these things will be added unto you."
It didnt matter who was better acadamically, looked better or was richer... What mattered is that, in our life... we would be able to be good stewards of God's gifts, be it big or small...
because, in eternity... what we do now affects us as well...
=) Why should I be afraid when I did my best? When I reach heaven... I'll be able to hug my Father and tell Him that everything he gave me, I used it to the max.. =D
and He will smile and say "well done!"
oh yah... the O level results came out today... Pretty frightening... the competition is very visible amongst the "Dragon Children"... some of my friends from very good schools ended up with marks that allowed them to enter polytechnic courses only...
In my old school, I heard that many people cried...
Haiz... all I can say is that... if you did your best, it is your best... AND be happy with it!
For God has plans to prosper us and not to harm us, and everything will ineveitably work together for His will and purpose in our life... =)
smile peepz! =D
Cheerioz-
-Kyo-
Today's Interesting Fact:
Men have more blood than women. Men have 1.5 gallons for men versus 0.875 gallons for women. (woohoo! does that mean i can go donate more blood? haha! CCA points here i come!)
Pingster tagged on your blog! haha... =)
-Kyo still waiting-
Monday, February 28, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
OOOH.... me? wowww....
The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
brought to you by
sigh.... one day...
You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.
How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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Whad is thisssss
You are 'regularly metric verse'. This can take many forms, including heroic couplets, blank verse, and other iambic pentameters, for example. It has not been used much since the nineteenth century; modern poets tend to prefer rhyme without meter, or even poetry with neither rhyme nor meter. You appreciate the beautiful things in life--the joy of music, the color of leaves falling, the rhythm of a heartbeat. You see life itself as a series of little poems. The result (or is it the cause?) is that you are pensive and often melancholy. You enjoy the company of other people, but they find you unexcitable and depressing. Your problem is that regularly metric verse has been obsolete for a long time.
Friday, February 25, 2005
Another helping of Interesting Beauty Tips
BoO! I've changed some stuff in my blog if you noticed...
Now if you dont have a good internet explorer you cant read my bloggy!
YuPz... as you can see... Evansecence is performing on me blog now! haha..
My teeth hurts...
My gum aches... ow..
its pain...
How long will it last?
The things I do to look good... bah...
Been home for about 4 hours so far and I haven done a single stuff other then meddling with flash and ruining my entire status bar... need help pingster!!
OkiEz...
since I have nothing better to do, I'll give more advise on how to take care of ya skin!
(btw.. I've been reading a book on advance skincare... lolz! i can be a dermatologist liaw)
1) Did you know that the sun causes the MOST damage to the skin, and the majority of sun damage that lasts a lifetime is done within the ages 10-18?
Yupz... So all you kiddos, remember to put on some SPF thingies before you go out...
(SPF stands for Sun Protection Factor. It is recommended to have at least SPF 15 on constantly throughout the day on parts of the body most exposed to the sun. SPF works such that, on average, SPF 15 is enough to protect you for 15 hours... Of course, there is more calculation then meets the eye. I'll spare ya)
2) Did you know that the color RED in blushers, eyeliners, lipsticks and mascara is highly cosmogenic? (cosmogenic = encourges growth of blackheads[closed comotose], pimples and other acne related conditions)
Yah.. so before heaping up Red Earth (tm-bodyshop) on your face, make sure that you take into consideration that it actually affects your skin.
3) Did you know that some facial masks (enzymic) literally burns away the top dead skin cell and can have a miraculous effect within a few times of treatment? This treatment is also known as peeling.
Yups.. this "miracle treatment" is used from a home-practitioner to a professional dermatologist, and of course, the strength varies with the professionalism as well. ALWAYS consult your friendly dermatologist before applying any enzyme-based masks
4) Did you know that if you practiced some stress relieving excercises everyday for 1 year, you could virtually greatly slow down the aging effect on your skin?
No joke for those older peepz reading me blog... A simple stress release such as quiet time (for Christians), yoga, or even stopping work, closing your eyes and listening to soft music can have do a great good for your tensed up skin.
5) 30% of the dermatologist and salon facial ethenist do not follow a standard safety procedure sometimes, and this may result in even worse skin conditions. Always remember to have a qualified practitioner treating your face. If its a home-practitioner, always tell him/her how you're feeling throughout the treatment.
Yah... I realized this after reading the thick thick pook with lotsa words in it... There are standard procedures and limitations that a face-master can do.
haha! hope this is useful for ya all =)
Ciaoz and seeya next time
-Kyo-
Today's Interesting Fact:
Time slows down near a black hole; inside it stops completely. (bullshit.. its not a fact... Its only a theory by Einstein.. it haven even been proven yet =P)
=( I have braces....
pain leh...
=X Hurts alot...
sobz sobz...
What does it take to be a good boyfriend?.....
-Kyo and Her-
Now if you dont have a good internet explorer you cant read my bloggy!
YuPz... as you can see... Evansecence is performing on me blog now! haha..
My teeth hurts...
My gum aches... ow..
its pain...
How long will it last?
The things I do to look good... bah...
Been home for about 4 hours so far and I haven done a single stuff other then meddling with flash and ruining my entire status bar... need help pingster!!
OkiEz...
since I have nothing better to do, I'll give more advise on how to take care of ya skin!
(btw.. I've been reading a book on advance skincare... lolz! i can be a dermatologist liaw)
1) Did you know that the sun causes the MOST damage to the skin, and the majority of sun damage that lasts a lifetime is done within the ages 10-18?
Yupz... So all you kiddos, remember to put on some SPF thingies before you go out...
(SPF stands for Sun Protection Factor. It is recommended to have at least SPF 15 on constantly throughout the day on parts of the body most exposed to the sun. SPF works such that, on average, SPF 15 is enough to protect you for 15 hours... Of course, there is more calculation then meets the eye. I'll spare ya)
2) Did you know that the color RED in blushers, eyeliners, lipsticks and mascara is highly cosmogenic? (cosmogenic = encourges growth of blackheads[closed comotose], pimples and other acne related conditions)
Yah.. so before heaping up Red Earth (tm-bodyshop) on your face, make sure that you take into consideration that it actually affects your skin.
3) Did you know that some facial masks (enzymic) literally burns away the top dead skin cell and can have a miraculous effect within a few times of treatment? This treatment is also known as peeling.
Yups.. this "miracle treatment" is used from a home-practitioner to a professional dermatologist, and of course, the strength varies with the professionalism as well. ALWAYS consult your friendly dermatologist before applying any enzyme-based masks
4) Did you know that if you practiced some stress relieving excercises everyday for 1 year, you could virtually greatly slow down the aging effect on your skin?
No joke for those older peepz reading me blog... A simple stress release such as quiet time (for Christians), yoga, or even stopping work, closing your eyes and listening to soft music can have do a great good for your tensed up skin.
5) 30% of the dermatologist and salon facial ethenist do not follow a standard safety procedure sometimes, and this may result in even worse skin conditions. Always remember to have a qualified practitioner treating your face. If its a home-practitioner, always tell him/her how you're feeling throughout the treatment.
Yah... I realized this after reading the thick thick pook with lotsa words in it... There are standard procedures and limitations that a face-master can do.
haha! hope this is useful for ya all =)
Ciaoz and seeya next time
-Kyo-
Today's Interesting Fact:
Time slows down near a black hole; inside it stops completely. (bullshit.. its not a fact... Its only a theory by Einstein.. it haven even been proven yet =P)
=( I have braces....
pain leh...
=X Hurts alot...
sobz sobz...
What does it take to be a good boyfriend?.....
-Kyo and Her-
Thursday, February 24, 2005
The Path of the Metrosexual
Geek Transformation Process Phase 1 - Complete
It WAS a bit pain...
It WAS a bit uncomfortable...
It IS a bit ugly...
It IS a bit irriating...
I really dislike the braces... but no choice... break the code of the Metrosexuals for a few years in order to get a close-to-perfect set of teeth...
It is my dream... one day...
That I would walk the streets... and people will turn back and give me a second look, and tell their friends that they saw a really good looking guy...
It is my dream... one day...
That I would walk the streets... and people will turn back and give me second look, and wish that they could look as good...
It is my dream... one day...
That I would walk the streets... no longer who I was... but a person with confidence about my looks... living up to the code of the metrosexual...
The choice was mine. and mine alone.
The same choice that I took that moulded my life as an AJ...
Some people wonder why I take care of my looks so much when it is such a fleeting goal...
Wonder why?
It was because I was good looking.
I WAS good looking.
Yes... I am not joking... I may sound proud... but this lie I wont lie...
Everybody said that I had potential to become a very very good looking person when I grow up... maybe I took it too much into my head...
That was 10 years old...
Until the plague of acne came... and my life transformed... and the recoil was just to great...
I fell under a self-induced paranoia...
I became what is known as a metrosexual now...
18 times I was made a page-boy
15 times I was made a protagonist
countless times praised by the people around me...
and it suddenly stopped...
I just could not take it...
specatacles... acne... irregular teeth.... my worst nightmare warped out of my dreams into reality... and embodied me...
Painstakingly... slowly... I tried to change myself...
believing that one day I would revert back to the self which people wished their children could look like...
believeing that one day my nightmare will return to the my dreams where I had complete dominence over it...
I still believe it...
I am a metrosexual.
And it is my choice to look good. For those that do not need to follow my footsteps and already have looks, count yourself lucky...
But remember... for you... looks will flee faster then you think...
If... you do not take the path of the metrosexual...
always one.
Today's Interesting Fact:
A ball of glass will bounce higher than a ball of rubber. A ball of solid steel will bounce higher than one made entirely of glass - that is if you can find a surface for it to bounce on.
=)
* i dunno what to write nowadays to ya... so little things to say already..*
=P
=D
~Kyo and Her~
It WAS a bit pain...
It WAS a bit uncomfortable...
It IS a bit ugly...
It IS a bit irriating...
I really dislike the braces... but no choice... break the code of the Metrosexuals for a few years in order to get a close-to-perfect set of teeth...
It is my dream... one day...
That I would walk the streets... and people will turn back and give me a second look, and tell their friends that they saw a really good looking guy...
It is my dream... one day...
That I would walk the streets... and people will turn back and give me second look, and wish that they could look as good...
It is my dream... one day...
That I would walk the streets... no longer who I was... but a person with confidence about my looks... living up to the code of the metrosexual...
The choice was mine. and mine alone.
The same choice that I took that moulded my life as an AJ...
Some people wonder why I take care of my looks so much when it is such a fleeting goal...
Wonder why?
It was because I was good looking.
I WAS good looking.
Yes... I am not joking... I may sound proud... but this lie I wont lie...
Everybody said that I had potential to become a very very good looking person when I grow up... maybe I took it too much into my head...
That was 10 years old...
Until the plague of acne came... and my life transformed... and the recoil was just to great...
I fell under a self-induced paranoia...
I became what is known as a metrosexual now...
18 times I was made a page-boy
15 times I was made a protagonist
countless times praised by the people around me...
and it suddenly stopped...
I just could not take it...
specatacles... acne... irregular teeth.... my worst nightmare warped out of my dreams into reality... and embodied me...
Painstakingly... slowly... I tried to change myself...
believing that one day I would revert back to the self which people wished their children could look like...
believeing that one day my nightmare will return to the my dreams where I had complete dominence over it...
I still believe it...
I am a metrosexual.
And it is my choice to look good. For those that do not need to follow my footsteps and already have looks, count yourself lucky...
But remember... for you... looks will flee faster then you think...
If... you do not take the path of the metrosexual...
always one.
Today's Interesting Fact:
A ball of glass will bounce higher than a ball of rubber. A ball of solid steel will bounce higher than one made entirely of glass - that is if you can find a surface for it to bounce on.
=)
* i dunno what to write nowadays to ya... so little things to say already..*
=P
=D
~Kyo and Her~
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Wierd Timo?
Everybody goes through storms in life...
Each one different, everyone unique...
But the thing that makes the difference is the willpower...
Anchored and firm, a person who makes his stand cannot be shaken easily...
Because, the anchor holds...
Excerpt from Ray Boltz "The Anchor Holds"
Abridged by Kyo
Recently something strange has been going about Timothy...
Worries me... yet I feel strangely insecure about it...
He has been handing up work late and sometimes not doing it even...
Then today he resigned from the GEN12II project...
I was kinda taken aback and shocked... Didnt really know what to say though...
I thought if Tim wasnt that involved in schoolwork then it would be God's work... but then... now... maybe I didnt get a clear view of the whole story bah...
There was a bush fire today IN SINGAPORE... yah... its like omg lor... A bush fire in Singapore? thats sounds pretty hilarious if you ask me... but it only show the severity of global warming even on clean and green Singapore...
The haze has been taking a toll on the health of many Sinaporeans.. but the reporters arent reporting anything about it... its severe... in fact... I'm feel a little blocked in my windpipe too sometimes... cant imagine the asmathics....
Was listening to Roger, a SPCCC member as well as the president of the Sports Council in SP... he was talking about getting into the honours roll... he has already been in the honour's roll more then 3 times and has an application letter to apply to any university in the world...
and his CCA points is like 3 digits wan lor...
woAh... He has excellent health. excellent results. and is close with God too.... o_O
A magnified version of timothy... and he has MANY MANY friends too...
like talk about wOw-ing role models...
I only can dream about it.... hahaz...
yeah... redid some designs on my SB homepage...
now it looks a bit better.. haha
gtg now peepz.. CiaoZ!
Today's Interesting Fact:
The Hoover Dam was built to last 2,000 years. The concrete in it will not even be fully cured for another 500 years.
Dont think so much already.....
=Kyo to Her=
O_O
Global Personality Test Results |
| Stability (22%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (56%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. |
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Monday, February 21, 2005
I just got back my newswriting test...
I got the last in the class...
I feel terrible...
But yet I'm feeling nonchalant at the same time... Its as though I expected it...
Maybe I've reached the peak of my depression that it couldn go any further...
.. I dont feel like talking to anybody... I dont feel like doing anything...
I just feel like crying... But the tears wont come out... You ever felt that the whole world was just to high for you?
Ever felt that your dreams are to far to reach... That you just lay down and cry.. cause crying is all you can do...
Most likely, I'll be the last for DVPA too... and then I'll be last for everything...
I cant even sniff a B now.. and people are asking for As...
Ms Hui jus said that she was inviting people to go to Queensland for a DMC study trip... She asked for out opinions... When she came to me.. I jus shrugged...
I wont be able to go anywayz...
Its only for people who do well...
I'm the bottom of the class..
I'm the bottom of the class... for once in my entire life... I'm the bottom of the classs.....
I feel like killing myself... but I cant...
maybe I'll just return back to my introvert self...
I got the last in the class...
I feel terrible...
But yet I'm feeling nonchalant at the same time... Its as though I expected it...
Maybe I've reached the peak of my depression that it couldn go any further...
.. I dont feel like talking to anybody... I dont feel like doing anything...
I just feel like crying... But the tears wont come out... You ever felt that the whole world was just to high for you?
Ever felt that your dreams are to far to reach... That you just lay down and cry.. cause crying is all you can do...
Most likely, I'll be the last for DVPA too... and then I'll be last for everything...
I cant even sniff a B now.. and people are asking for As...
Ms Hui jus said that she was inviting people to go to Queensland for a DMC study trip... She asked for out opinions... When she came to me.. I jus shrugged...
I wont be able to go anywayz...
Its only for people who do well...
I'm the bottom of the class..
I'm the bottom of the class... for once in my entire life... I'm the bottom of the classs.....
I feel like killing myself... but I cant...
maybe I'll just return back to my introvert self...
Sentosa day!!
Wee~~!! Went to Sentosa today! Finally.... after such a long long long time...
AND of all the dry days that has been occuring over the past few weeks, it just had to rain today..
The sun didnt want to come out to play...
I didnt get the suntan that i wanted...
sobzzz..
Haha... but i just looove Sentosa... there are soo many cute guys! hahahaa... met a group of AJ frenz playing volleyball.. but didnt dare to approach them... haha...
I want the SUN!!!
Bah... hahaz
Richard's galfren was so funny today.... she kept calling my name... and kept laughing at my reaction... (sounds familiar doesnt it... ) sonia!! haha...
Anywayz... she kept laughing at everysinglethingthatidoo that I couldn help being happy though the sky was pretty much gray for most of the time...
I noticed that AJ couples are getting pretty much more daring as well... A suntanning AJ couple was like rolling about in the sand and hugging each other....
Dunno why I was kinda envious....
The sunset was beautiful... The sun behind the clouds... Golden rays peeking out from beyond the clouds, illuminating the back of the clouds... It looked like the gates of heavens opened up itself and revealed itself to us...
Then it slowly set into the ocean while turning a deep shade of red....
I swam alone to an empty small island off the coast of siloso beach and set down there and started thinking about everything that has been happening to me for the past few weeks...
My friends...
Myself...
I'm not who I used to be.... The emotional scars I experianced has erase away my innocence...
I've experianced a multitude of emotions... and many times I've allowed my emotions to take over me... I never once belived that holding back tears was a symbol of weakness... rather, it is an expression... of the extremes of both happiness and sadness...
I marvelled as I realised how much my goals has changed... From merely conquering cyberworlds... to conquering others... now, to conquering myself...
I love me....
I dont want to be anybody else... but I do admire the accomplishments that people do...
Its because I love myself that I refuse to admit that there is a limit to what I can do...
Call me a narcissus or anything you like...
But my body, mind, and spirit, has experianced knowledge and emotions far beyong what many people have experianced...
I may be stupid... but I sure have gone through much more then many self-proclaimed smarties in the world has...
I was thinking all these while looking at myself... haha... dont be disgusted...
Yah.. I love myself and I wont let anything bad happen to my body...
I was just thinking back on the time when I used to have a well-defined body that I myself could marvel at...
I'm pretty ok now.... but I could do more... regain my abs... tone up my body... AND GET A SUNTAN!!
Thanks to my constant exposure to the sun when I was young.. now I cannot get a suntan easily...
bah..
hahaz...
Enough about myself...
Hmm... 20+ questions posted on the econs discussion board.... in one day...
Hope Ms Tan will understand...
Today's Interesting Fact:
A British medical journal called The Practitioner has determined that bird watching can be hazardous to one's health. They have officially designated bird watching a hazardous activity, using the example of the death of a bird watcher who became so wrapped up in watching a particular bird that he failed to notice his potentially dangerous surroundings and was eaten by a crocodile.
AND of all the dry days that has been occuring over the past few weeks, it just had to rain today..
The sun didnt want to come out to play...
I didnt get the suntan that i wanted...
sobzzz..
Haha... but i just looove Sentosa... there are soo many cute guys! hahahaa... met a group of AJ frenz playing volleyball.. but didnt dare to approach them... haha...
I want the SUN!!!
Bah... hahaz
Richard's galfren was so funny today.... she kept calling my name... and kept laughing at my reaction... (sounds familiar doesnt it... ) sonia!! haha...
Anywayz... she kept laughing at everysinglethingthatidoo that I couldn help being happy though the sky was pretty much gray for most of the time...
I noticed that AJ couples are getting pretty much more daring as well... A suntanning AJ couple was like rolling about in the sand and hugging each other....
Dunno why I was kinda envious....
The sunset was beautiful... The sun behind the clouds... Golden rays peeking out from beyond the clouds, illuminating the back of the clouds... It looked like the gates of heavens opened up itself and revealed itself to us...
Then it slowly set into the ocean while turning a deep shade of red....
I swam alone to an empty small island off the coast of siloso beach and set down there and started thinking about everything that has been happening to me for the past few weeks...
My friends...
Myself...
I'm not who I used to be.... The emotional scars I experianced has erase away my innocence...
I've experianced a multitude of emotions... and many times I've allowed my emotions to take over me... I never once belived that holding back tears was a symbol of weakness... rather, it is an expression... of the extremes of both happiness and sadness...
I marvelled as I realised how much my goals has changed... From merely conquering cyberworlds... to conquering others... now, to conquering myself...
I love me....
I dont want to be anybody else... but I do admire the accomplishments that people do...
Its because I love myself that I refuse to admit that there is a limit to what I can do...
Call me a narcissus or anything you like...
But my body, mind, and spirit, has experianced knowledge and emotions far beyong what many people have experianced...
I may be stupid... but I sure have gone through much more then many self-proclaimed smarties in the world has...
I was thinking all these while looking at myself... haha... dont be disgusted...
Yah.. I love myself and I wont let anything bad happen to my body...
I was just thinking back on the time when I used to have a well-defined body that I myself could marvel at...
I'm pretty ok now.... but I could do more... regain my abs... tone up my body... AND GET A SUNTAN!!
Thanks to my constant exposure to the sun when I was young.. now I cannot get a suntan easily...
bah..
hahaz...
Enough about myself...
Hmm... 20+ questions posted on the econs discussion board.... in one day...
Hope Ms Tan will understand...
Today's Interesting Fact:
A British medical journal called The Practitioner has determined that bird watching can be hazardous to one's health. They have officially designated bird watching a hazardous activity, using the example of the death of a bird watcher who became so wrapped up in watching a particular bird that he failed to notice his potentially dangerous surroundings and was eaten by a crocodile.
Wait...
Yeah.... I will wait...
Till I've done enough to achieve a standard...
Then I will return...
What can love do to a person?
That a person can go to the ends of the earth to be able to hear the words..
That a person can forsake everything to be close..
I'll remain closed for now...
With you in my heart...
More then frens, less the "frens" (*wink)
=Kyo and Her=
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Starcraft FanFic!!! Aedus and Xerxes
Wee!~~ WP is finished!! Two weeks of hard work.. =)
heez.. feel so happy.. helped so many people in WP....
hmmm... my WP project theme follows my favourite old game... STARCRAFT... haha.. the only game that I have won a world championship cybergames award by battlenet.net... =D
Millions of memories keep flooding me everytime i extract, modify and add a graphic from the game itself...
One particular story was one that i wrote. A love story of two Protoss.. Aedus and Xerxes...
heez.... dont think that all games that boys play are plain mindless killing...
The battle raged all around... The Zerg was enclosing in...
As far as the eye could see, destruction and debris reigned...
Clamoris would soon be overrun by mindless, heartless brutal Zerg...
The Queen of Blades lived up to her reputation...
She always did...
A crackle of lightning lit up the sky... It branched into several other blue flashes... and at the mental command of the judicator, the single lightning escalated into a full fledged psionic storm...
Not a single of those grotesque freak were spared...
Aedus knew that he could not keep up for long... Soon, he too will be drained and even a war veteran like himself will have to rest too... 8000 years he served the Khala, witnessing the birth of universes and multi-universes... to negetive stars, systems and.. civillizations... one such being the Zerg... but of all, his proudest memories would be fighting alongside his father and the one he gave his heart to...
Xerxes.
In the other side of the outpost, Xerxes materialized a hulking warrior into reality while multiplying hordes of Zergs to fight against each other... A master of illusion, Xerxes has held his position a Guardian for the Temple for a long time... Born for battle, his manifest body rippling with muscle and psionic prowess showed his history of accomplishments...
"...and all was about to end now" he thought while connecting his mind with an alien that was about to backstab him and imploded its brain...
The North and West frontiers were already overran... They would be inevitably surrounded and killed...
Another wave of zerg hit the horizon... the Guardian was already spent... he awaited his death, but for now, he slashed and disintegrated any foul goddammed creation that would dare to touch him...
But not for long... A megaton ultralisk loomed into being, flashing its tusk-like keiser blades and roaring with an unearthly stillness...
The general was here... Xerxes fell to the ground and looked to the red heavens... and smiled... A beam of psionic charge came down from the sky and blasted a hole in the elephantine-general's leg...
Quickly running to his demoralized companion's side, Aedus channelled power from his calaxter suit into his'...
Encouraged by the sight of him, Xerxes stood up and mustered himself.. He wasnt about to go down just about yet...
A piercing roar of pain echoed the skies.... The ultralisk was not happy... charging forward with revenge and vengence written all over its pain straddled body, it would not be long before it breeches the fortress walls...
Xerxes gazed into Aedus' eyes... the time has come... it was now, or never...
For the two lovers, it was well worth the sacrifice... To be together in forever... Eternally as an entity...
They could not fight this battle alone...
Aedus embraced Xerxes, clasping his hands and directing his psionic energy into a shield around themselves... Xerxes relaxed and his memories raced past him... ".. The final step"... He uttered a low gutteral groan as he channelled what remained of his power, reaching the past, present and the future....
Time stood still... as all the semi-intelligent beasts gazed in wonder at the sight, not knowing that their time was going to be up...
Xerxes looked for one last time at the Templar whom he gave his heart to for 6 milleniums... Wiping away the tears, he gathered up the energy and channelled it into the shield..
Aedus released the shield and hugged Xerxes as though he never did before...
A brilliant light filled half of the entire planet... The combined fury of the two masters was more then a match for half a billion Zerg beasts....
Nothing was spared...
In the shell, Aedus' mind fused with Xerxes while Xerxes physical prowess merged with Aedus'...
We are two
We are one
Once we were
Now we are
There can be only one...
Power, Overwhelming....
The blue shield faded... leaving behind an entity... A memory of 2 masters, a legacy of 2 lovers...
AedusXerxes, an element of fury and rage, of passion and loyalty... To each other, to the Protoss Conclave...
Two lovers... forever as one....
Archeon of the Temple
Guardian Pratorate Judicator of the Protoss Conclave
Esteemed Templars of the Khala...
Now, they live, only to destroy...
-Kyo- (C)written in 2000
yupz this is my fanfic i wrote in secondary 1....
My english standard havent improved much since then...
bleahz...
haha...
heez.. feel so happy.. helped so many people in WP....
hmmm... my WP project theme follows my favourite old game... STARCRAFT... haha.. the only game that I have won a world championship cybergames award by battlenet.net... =D
Millions of memories keep flooding me everytime i extract, modify and add a graphic from the game itself...
One particular story was one that i wrote. A love story of two Protoss.. Aedus and Xerxes...
heez.... dont think that all games that boys play are plain mindless killing...
The battle raged all around... The Zerg was enclosing in...
As far as the eye could see, destruction and debris reigned...
Clamoris would soon be overrun by mindless, heartless brutal Zerg...
The Queen of Blades lived up to her reputation...
She always did...
A crackle of lightning lit up the sky... It branched into several other blue flashes... and at the mental command of the judicator, the single lightning escalated into a full fledged psionic storm...
Not a single of those grotesque freak were spared...
Aedus knew that he could not keep up for long... Soon, he too will be drained and even a war veteran like himself will have to rest too... 8000 years he served the Khala, witnessing the birth of universes and multi-universes... to negetive stars, systems and.. civillizations... one such being the Zerg... but of all, his proudest memories would be fighting alongside his father and the one he gave his heart to...
Xerxes.
In the other side of the outpost, Xerxes materialized a hulking warrior into reality while multiplying hordes of Zergs to fight against each other... A master of illusion, Xerxes has held his position a Guardian for the Temple for a long time... Born for battle, his manifest body rippling with muscle and psionic prowess showed his history of accomplishments...
"...and all was about to end now" he thought while connecting his mind with an alien that was about to backstab him and imploded its brain...
The North and West frontiers were already overran... They would be inevitably surrounded and killed...
Another wave of zerg hit the horizon... the Guardian was already spent... he awaited his death, but for now, he slashed and disintegrated any foul goddammed creation that would dare to touch him...
But not for long... A megaton ultralisk loomed into being, flashing its tusk-like keiser blades and roaring with an unearthly stillness...
The general was here... Xerxes fell to the ground and looked to the red heavens... and smiled... A beam of psionic charge came down from the sky and blasted a hole in the elephantine-general's leg...
Quickly running to his demoralized companion's side, Aedus channelled power from his calaxter suit into his'...
Encouraged by the sight of him, Xerxes stood up and mustered himself.. He wasnt about to go down just about yet...
A piercing roar of pain echoed the skies.... The ultralisk was not happy... charging forward with revenge and vengence written all over its pain straddled body, it would not be long before it breeches the fortress walls...
Xerxes gazed into Aedus' eyes... the time has come... it was now, or never...
For the two lovers, it was well worth the sacrifice... To be together in forever... Eternally as an entity...
They could not fight this battle alone...
Aedus embraced Xerxes, clasping his hands and directing his psionic energy into a shield around themselves... Xerxes relaxed and his memories raced past him... ".. The final step"... He uttered a low gutteral groan as he channelled what remained of his power, reaching the past, present and the future....
Time stood still... as all the semi-intelligent beasts gazed in wonder at the sight, not knowing that their time was going to be up...
Xerxes looked for one last time at the Templar whom he gave his heart to for 6 milleniums... Wiping away the tears, he gathered up the energy and channelled it into the shield..
Aedus released the shield and hugged Xerxes as though he never did before...
A brilliant light filled half of the entire planet... The combined fury of the two masters was more then a match for half a billion Zerg beasts....
Nothing was spared...
In the shell, Aedus' mind fused with Xerxes while Xerxes physical prowess merged with Aedus'...
We are two
We are one
Once we were
Now we are
There can be only one...
Power, Overwhelming....
The blue shield faded... leaving behind an entity... A memory of 2 masters, a legacy of 2 lovers...
AedusXerxes, an element of fury and rage, of passion and loyalty... To each other, to the Protoss Conclave...
Two lovers... forever as one....
Archeon of the Temple
Guardian Pratorate Judicator of the Protoss Conclave
Esteemed Templars of the Khala...
Now, they live, only to destroy...
-Kyo- (C)written in 2000
yupz this is my fanfic i wrote in secondary 1....
My english standard havent improved much since then...
bleahz...
haha...
Thursday, February 17, 2005
FIREWORKS SUCk
ARRGH...... I'M NOT GOOD AT DREAMWEAVER!!!
grrr... dont say that I'm good at dreamweaver!!!
the reason why I "seem" to be good at dreamweaver is because over the holidays I lived a pretty dead life and spent over THIRTY (3o) (san-shi) hours on it!!!!
The past few days has been pretty hard on me.. I JUST cannot be satisfied with my website...
Its so INCOMPLETE!!! arrrgh.......
I've somewhat memorized all the basics of Dreamweaver....
JC is soooo easy... study study study... memorize memorize memorize... can already...
Can last minute study, hardly any major projects, less subjects (or in this case, modules), 1 subject lasts for 2 years.....
arrgh...
My temper has been extremely bad the past few days.... I'm teaching several people at one time dreamweaver and i'm figuring out how to do my own, and sometimes, their computer dont seem to come out like how I did it....
I HATE FIREWORKS
I HATE FIREWORKS
I HATE FIREWORKS!!!!
It wont let me export my picture into dreamweaver!! It behaves nicely in front of Ms Kwa... but once she is gone, Fireworks will go haywire all over again!!!
aRRRGH
save me!!
I'm drowining...
Never mind... go help yourself first...
bah!
*irriated*
grrr... dont say that I'm good at dreamweaver!!!
the reason why I "seem" to be good at dreamweaver is because over the holidays I lived a pretty dead life and spent over THIRTY (3o) (san-shi) hours on it!!!!
The past few days has been pretty hard on me.. I JUST cannot be satisfied with my website...
Its so INCOMPLETE!!! arrrgh.......
I've somewhat memorized all the basics of Dreamweaver....
JC is soooo easy... study study study... memorize memorize memorize... can already...
Can last minute study, hardly any major projects, less subjects (or in this case, modules), 1 subject lasts for 2 years.....
arrgh...
My temper has been extremely bad the past few days.... I'm teaching several people at one time dreamweaver and i'm figuring out how to do my own, and sometimes, their computer dont seem to come out like how I did it....
I HATE FIREWORKS
I HATE FIREWORKS
I HATE FIREWORKS!!!!
It wont let me export my picture into dreamweaver!! It behaves nicely in front of Ms Kwa... but once she is gone, Fireworks will go haywire all over again!!!
aRRRGH
save me!!
I'm drowining...
Never mind... go help yourself first...
bah!
*irriated*
Sunday, February 13, 2005
1 MORE DAY!!
1 more day!! 1 more day! =D
=X I'm so nervous....
I feel like I didnt spend this holiday very wisely... mainly sticking a home and trying to figure out how the hell to use dreamweaver...
My website is like COMPLETELY sci-fi now...
Hope Pingster doesnt minus mark for that...
I did try very hard though.. I think I've spend like more then 30 hours on doing the pages alone.. including the SB homepage...
Frankly.. I think with a bit more effort I can do all 15 pages without flash... but.. I think its not worth the effort..
I havent even touched FUNE yet... ARRGH!
bleahz.. =P
Oh yeah!.. I got 2 more new speakers... My father got into a buying spree and bought me 2 JVC surround sound speakers... it looks like two thin towers... and the sound direction goes up.. but there is a cone up there that reflects the sound 360 deegrees... cool huh! I couldn tell where the music was coming from when I closed my eyes...
Sigh... today went to go buy stuff... kinda made Haryanto angry.. dunno why... guess its partly my fault also..
I went to go buy stuff and kept dragging him around, even though he was so tired.. went to Raffles City, then went to Millenia Walk, then walked the whole of Suntec...
then when he went to go see his stuff, I kinda lost him...
Haiz... he got angry and didnt want to talk to me after that...
anywayz.. just finished dinner... I had about 20 pieces of sashimi.. and a million other stuff... i'm feeling so full... but my mum says its a healthy meal.. so I shouldnt feel guilty... riiiight... I wont...
Going out tomorrow! =D
Wish me all the best!
hahaz...
CiaoZ~!
Today's Interesting Facts! :
Found on Axius Sno-Off Automobile Windshield cover: "Caution: Never drive with the cover on your windshield."
Found a box of Tampax Tampons: "Remove used tampon before inserting a new one."
Found on a box of Kellogg's Pop-Tarts: "Warning: Pastry Filling May Be Hot When Heated"
Found on the instruction sheet of a Conair Pro Style 1600 hair dryer: "WARNING: Do not use in shower. Never use while sleeping."
Found on Bat Man The Animated Series Armor Set Halloween costume box: "PARENT: Please exercise caution, mask and chest plate are not protective; cape does not enable wearer to fly."
Found in a television set's owner's manual: "Do not pour liquids into your television set."
Found on the handle of a hammer: "Caution: Do not use this hammer to strike any solid object."
Found on a butane lighter: "Warning: Flame may cause fire."
( hmm.. i think i saw the "Do not pour liquids into... " on my old computer also.. how lame can it be?... lolz)
1 more day! =D
I cant wait... =P
I'm so nervous... =X
But I cant wait! =)
Miss ya...
=Kyo misses Her!=
=X I'm so nervous....
I feel like I didnt spend this holiday very wisely... mainly sticking a home and trying to figure out how the hell to use dreamweaver...
My website is like COMPLETELY sci-fi now...
Hope Pingster doesnt minus mark for that...
I did try very hard though.. I think I've spend like more then 30 hours on doing the pages alone.. including the SB homepage...
Frankly.. I think with a bit more effort I can do all 15 pages without flash... but.. I think its not worth the effort..
I havent even touched FUNE yet... ARRGH!
bleahz.. =P
Oh yeah!.. I got 2 more new speakers... My father got into a buying spree and bought me 2 JVC surround sound speakers... it looks like two thin towers... and the sound direction goes up.. but there is a cone up there that reflects the sound 360 deegrees... cool huh! I couldn tell where the music was coming from when I closed my eyes...
Sigh... today went to go buy stuff... kinda made Haryanto angry.. dunno why... guess its partly my fault also..
I went to go buy stuff and kept dragging him around, even though he was so tired.. went to Raffles City, then went to Millenia Walk, then walked the whole of Suntec...
then when he went to go see his stuff, I kinda lost him...
Haiz... he got angry and didnt want to talk to me after that...
anywayz.. just finished dinner... I had about 20 pieces of sashimi.. and a million other stuff... i'm feeling so full... but my mum says its a healthy meal.. so I shouldnt feel guilty... riiiight... I wont...
Going out tomorrow! =D
Wish me all the best!
hahaz...
CiaoZ~!
Today's Interesting Facts! :
Found on Axius Sno-Off Automobile Windshield cover: "Caution: Never drive with the cover on your windshield."
Found a box of Tampax Tampons: "Remove used tampon before inserting a new one."
Found on a box of Kellogg's Pop-Tarts: "Warning: Pastry Filling May Be Hot When Heated"
Found on the instruction sheet of a Conair Pro Style 1600 hair dryer: "WARNING: Do not use in shower. Never use while sleeping."
Found on Bat Man The Animated Series Armor Set Halloween costume box: "PARENT: Please exercise caution, mask and chest plate are not protective; cape does not enable wearer to fly."
Found in a television set's owner's manual: "Do not pour liquids into your television set."
Found on the handle of a hammer: "Caution: Do not use this hammer to strike any solid object."
Found on a butane lighter: "Warning: Flame may cause fire."
( hmm.. i think i saw the "Do not pour liquids into... " on my old computer also.. how lame can it be?... lolz)
1 more day! =D
I cant wait... =P
I'm so nervous... =X
But I cant wait! =)
Miss ya...
=Kyo misses Her!=
Friday, February 11, 2005
Dreamz.....
North Korea claims that they have nuclear weapons....
the whole world waits in horror... (somebody shout "horrors!")
-__-" dumb lor... wadever... I think my metro-cabinet has more potentially dangerous chemicals (if combined) then Kim Jiong ILL...
Managed to do finish the About DMC website and DMC Students today... painstakingly joined images together and extracting and plagrizing websites all over the world to find suitable pictures...
hmm... NP is going to be sooo furious.. haha
=P
nothing much ta write today... happy Cheena New Yar everybody! May you eat alot of Yu Sheng and may everybody stay prettty and handsome.. or even better.. be more pretty and more handsome!
haha...
metro instincts in action...
my wish for the new year is -------------
haha... i dont wanna tell ya all everything...
jus 3 things:
1) Be closer to Her =)
2) Be closer to God =)
3) Be closer to my dream grades! =)
cIaOz~!
Today's Interesting Fact:
Ice Cream Sundaes were created when it became illegal to sell ice cream with flavored soda on a Sunday in the Evanston, Illinois during the late 19th century. Some traders got round it by serving it with syrup instead, calling it an 'Ice Cream Sunday' and eventually replacing the final 'y' with an 'e' to avoid upsetting religious leaders.
(WHHAATTT? They banned eating ice-cream on Sunday? omg.. that is super duper idiotic and lame... hahahaha... thank you inventors of Ice Cream Sundae!)
Know, believing-
Dreams are for living...
hopes of our lives are stored there...
I dreamt of you last night...
You and I were together...
I was so happy...
Then you suddenly said goodbye...
I fell on my knees and began to cry...
I woke up...
And I realized my face was wet with tears..
I realized that I was so afraid that this might actually happen..
I care so much?..
Yes.. I do..
=Kyo loves Her=
the whole world waits in horror... (somebody shout "horrors!")
-__-" dumb lor... wadever... I think my metro-cabinet has more potentially dangerous chemicals (if combined) then Kim Jiong ILL...
Managed to do finish the About DMC website and DMC Students today... painstakingly joined images together and extracting and plagrizing websites all over the world to find suitable pictures...
hmm... NP is going to be sooo furious.. haha
=P
nothing much ta write today... happy Cheena New Yar everybody! May you eat alot of Yu Sheng and may everybody stay prettty and handsome.. or even better.. be more pretty and more handsome!
haha...
metro instincts in action...
my wish for the new year is -------------
haha... i dont wanna tell ya all everything...
jus 3 things:
1) Be closer to Her =)
2) Be closer to God =)
3) Be closer to my dream grades! =)
cIaOz~!
Today's Interesting Fact:
Ice Cream Sundaes were created when it became illegal to sell ice cream with flavored soda on a Sunday in the Evanston, Illinois during the late 19th century. Some traders got round it by serving it with syrup instead, calling it an 'Ice Cream Sunday' and eventually replacing the final 'y' with an 'e' to avoid upsetting religious leaders.
(WHHAATTT? They banned eating ice-cream on Sunday? omg.. that is super duper idiotic and lame... hahahaha... thank you inventors of Ice Cream Sundae!)
Know, believing-
Dreams are for living...
hopes of our lives are stored there...
I dreamt of you last night...
You and I were together...
I was so happy...
Then you suddenly said goodbye...
I fell on my knees and began to cry...
I woke up...
And I realized my face was wet with tears..
I realized that I was so afraid that this might actually happen..
I care so much?..
Yes.. I do..
=Kyo loves Her=
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Cheena New YeAR!
Ahhhhhh!! (takes a deep breathe... ) bleahz.... =P
So many things are happening, yet I'm feeling bored... the world is zooming around me and I'm mucking around trying to mutilate my SB website while inserting food into my mouth...
yeech...
I hate bah kwa(s)... (Lolz! I'm not referring to the person!!!!)
Its so tough.. and chewy.. and waxy...
and its like.. filled with carcinogens and stuff the manipulate your DNA (deoxyribonucloic acid.. see?!) and makes you give bith to 3 legged doodoo heads...
I'm like having sooo much trouble with dreamweaver here that i weave myself into a dream whenever I sit too long meddling with that programme...
Uh huh... Chinese New Year... Year of the cock-a-nadan...
Pain in the Cock
Talking Cock... whatever.. lolz
The total money that I collected this year was.... $1100! tadaaa.. and the amount I can spent is... a grand total of $0
This family tradition where ang pow money must be collected for rainy days is getting on my nerves... come on! I'M the one in rainy days now.. lolz
My mum and dad gave me 188 each.... and then there are all the 88 bucks from all ma richy richy uncles.. yaay...
I get to spent none....
nonetechnology...
walking about in jeans, a white jacket and a white shirt in the midday sun isnt my idea of fun...
why doesnt my father invest in a PERSONAL car I wonder... chauffers DONT WORK on Chinese New Year... didnt he know? and he complains that his leg aches... well....
hmm... whats auspicious and inauspicious...
I'd rather make myself inconspicious...
Hiding myself and reading my Magic The Gathering: Nemesis book, I just let all my relatives and family enjoy interecting and informing each other casually about their recent achievements...
Should I tell them I'm in DMC? My younger bro is going to call me a hero again... lolz...
I was literally talking to the tortoises at my uncles's "all so proud" bonsai garden when we were going home... Feeling happy finally, I tripped while jumping over a bonsai and my book fell into the pond.. wow...
my uncle gave me 18 dollars and say that the bonsai would be shifted to somewhere with more "feng shui"... somehow.. i think he was meaning something.. but never mind... haha...
I will take it as though i didnt here anything...
I bought... Toner, Astringent, Moisturizer, Micro-Concealer, Milk, Exfoliating Cleanser, Pack of Cotton Pads, Buffer (for fun), Color Conditioner, Light-Weight Shampoo, Cleansing Mask and a bottle of Architect Wax... for the month of Febuary so far...
hmm.. total... 71.59..... I should keep be more wary of my expanses....
My hairstyle is so not me... hmm.. but I like it!
Especially the long fringe.. hahaz...
I HAVE MORE STYLE THEN MY BROS! yeah!
defintely... (self-comfort)
ciaoz~!
Today's Interestin Fact:
An apple, onion, and potato all have the same taste. The differences in flavor are caused by their smell. To prove this - pinch your nose and take a bite from each. They will all taste sweet. (hmm... Yah.. its true.. but i dont believe the potato part...)
Silence.. been so long since I talked to you
Silence.. been so long since I last saw you
Silence.. been so long since I last met you...
Alone. By myself...
I feel like I've just seen my life gone by...
17 years has passed... and I've now grown up...
I see things so differently now...
I count myself lucky..
Coz I chose you... I cant be wrong... right?
You're so busy...
I'm so busy...
I guess.. we'll have to wait...
=Kyo misses Her=
So many things are happening, yet I'm feeling bored... the world is zooming around me and I'm mucking around trying to mutilate my SB website while inserting food into my mouth...
yeech...
I hate bah kwa(s)... (Lolz! I'm not referring to the person!!!!)
Its so tough.. and chewy.. and waxy...
and its like.. filled with carcinogens and stuff the manipulate your DNA (deoxyribonucloic acid.. see?!) and makes you give bith to 3 legged doodoo heads...
I'm like having sooo much trouble with dreamweaver here that i weave myself into a dream whenever I sit too long meddling with that programme...
Uh huh... Chinese New Year... Year of the cock-a-nadan...
Pain in the Cock
Talking Cock... whatever.. lolz
The total money that I collected this year was.... $1100! tadaaa.. and the amount I can spent is... a grand total of $0
This family tradition where ang pow money must be collected for rainy days is getting on my nerves... come on! I'M the one in rainy days now.. lolz
My mum and dad gave me 188 each.... and then there are all the 88 bucks from all ma richy richy uncles.. yaay...
I get to spent none....
nonetechnology...
walking about in jeans, a white jacket and a white shirt in the midday sun isnt my idea of fun...
why doesnt my father invest in a PERSONAL car I wonder... chauffers DONT WORK on Chinese New Year... didnt he know? and he complains that his leg aches... well....
hmm... whats auspicious and inauspicious...
I'd rather make myself inconspicious...
Hiding myself and reading my Magic The Gathering: Nemesis book, I just let all my relatives and family enjoy interecting and informing each other casually about their recent achievements...
Should I tell them I'm in DMC? My younger bro is going to call me a hero again... lolz...
I was literally talking to the tortoises at my uncles's "all so proud" bonsai garden when we were going home... Feeling happy finally, I tripped while jumping over a bonsai and my book fell into the pond.. wow...
my uncle gave me 18 dollars and say that the bonsai would be shifted to somewhere with more "feng shui"... somehow.. i think he was meaning something.. but never mind... haha...
I will take it as though i didnt here anything...
I bought... Toner, Astringent, Moisturizer, Micro-Concealer, Milk, Exfoliating Cleanser, Pack of Cotton Pads, Buffer (for fun), Color Conditioner, Light-Weight Shampoo, Cleansing Mask and a bottle of Architect Wax... for the month of Febuary so far...
hmm.. total... 71.59..... I should keep be more wary of my expanses....
My hairstyle is so not me... hmm.. but I like it!
Especially the long fringe.. hahaz...
I HAVE MORE STYLE THEN MY BROS! yeah!
defintely... (self-comfort)
ciaoz~!
Today's Interestin Fact:
An apple, onion, and potato all have the same taste. The differences in flavor are caused by their smell. To prove this - pinch your nose and take a bite from each. They will all taste sweet. (hmm... Yah.. its true.. but i dont believe the potato part...)
Silence.. been so long since I talked to you
Silence.. been so long since I last saw you
Silence.. been so long since I last met you...
Alone. By myself...
I feel like I've just seen my life gone by...
17 years has passed... and I've now grown up...
I see things so differently now...
I count myself lucky..
Coz I chose you... I cant be wrong... right?
You're so busy...
I'm so busy...
I guess.. we'll have to wait...
=Kyo misses Her=
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
OOH... Professional Tests.. I am getting soo bored..
Your General Poetic Knowledge Score is 7 out of a possible 11.
0-3 You do not yet possess enough knowledge of general poetic terms, structure, forms, and techniques to be considered knowledgeable in this form of literature. An Educational course on general poetic techniques would benefit you greatly.
4-7 You have a good knowledge of general poetic terms, structure, forms, and techniques. People at this level have generally taken basic or advanced level poetry courses, or have spent considerable time in studying this form of literary endeavor. Improvement from this level can be achieved relatively easy as you already have a good basic foundation of knowledge.
8-11 You have an excellent grasp of poetic form, structure, and technique. People at this level have generally taken advanced-level study in literature or have completed advanced poetry courses. They have often spent considerable time writing, developing their own poetic "voice," and their own techniques. People at this level, particularly if they can apply their knowledge of poetic form and structure to their own work, are considered among the most talented of poetic artists.
haha.. and i dont even have one ounce of the most basic knowledge of poetry... hmm... lolz...
Reveal Your Subconscious Mind
Andrew, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love
Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not. You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences. The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others. With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.
Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not. You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences. The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others. With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.
Monday, February 07, 2005
Why no COoKieS?
Arrgh... my parents are not baking any Chinese New Year goodies this year... they're buying em...
nooo...
that means I cannot bake my favourite cashew nut butter coooookieess...
me bad..
flora can bake coooookiess.. I wanna bake coookieesss...
why they all go and buy $18.80 box of cookies when I can bake em... so stoopid.. bleahz....
sigh...
stayed at home today doing WP....
it SUCKS!!
wah kaoz... i spent the whole morning figuring out how to start the web page...
then the other half of the afternoon designing pictures for my webby...
and the later half of the afternoon trying to place the properly inside the webby...
AND GUESS WAD...
I've completed half of the SB homepage!
wow... -_- what and achievement.. one whole day doing half a webpage...
we have a *censored* fortnight to come up with 6 webpages
yupz peepz.. you heard correctly 6 WhOLE webpages...
swell....
haha... I'm quite good at KOL now i must say... I've amassed about 600,000 meat... lolz...
thanks to my 4 characters....
pastamancers and saucerers rock! lolzzz
oh yah.. didnt manage to write anything about yesterday...
I went to HANs!! ate like.... fries and black pepper chicken chop with soup and bread and cake! you guess how much that cost? $7.50 ... yupz...
cheapppp...
then in the evening I went out with an AJ fren from SP.. he's real cool... haha.. he knows so much more then I do... though he isnt in the circle so long... lolz...
We went to Far East for yummy dinner and then went to PS to play at the arcade! lolz... but I'm still VERY pissed that the Star Factory removed the Para Para machines...
So I went to the arcade below...
I played Para Para Paradise II remix.... expert mode... hahaz... I passed all 5 levels quite surprisingly, considering that I haven danced for quite some time..
There was a person playing before me... he is quite new to it I guess.. and he was like gawking... hahaahaz... oh man... I love it when some people do that... sometimes... lolz
After that, we took a slow walk down from PS to Raffles City... he told me lotsa stuff and I told him lotsa stuff...
lolz.. he knows my ex too... and he admires him for his Para dance skills... sigh.. hahaz.. but i will never be able to reach a ZhiJun's (my ex : Chris) standard.... coz my branch of dancing is completely different from his... lolz...
I guess people who watch me play would understand...
heez... okiez.. I'll write until here...
take care and stay cool peepz..
I wanna bake coookieeesss!!!
Today's Interesting Fact:
The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armor raised their visors to reveal their identity. (oooh!! way cool! I always wanted to be a knight.. lolz.... a knight in shining armour to rescue my knight in shining armour... lolz!!! jus kidding... )
You tried you best ok?
I know you're sad because of her...
You're a great friend, and will always be...
Why weigh your heart down so much?...
Cause... it hurts me to see you sad too...
Everynight... I close my eyes..
I say a prayer... a silent message...
To dear God... that you'll be fine...
That you'll be happy... that you'll be safe...
Cos its you that I care for...
Its you that have taken my heart away...
Keep it safe? I'll be strong...
Lock it up and key be gone...
A hope, a sparkle...
Yours forever...
I pray...
~Kyo loves Her~
nooo...
that means I cannot bake my favourite cashew nut butter coooookieess...
me bad..
flora can bake coooookiess.. I wanna bake coookieesss...
why they all go and buy $18.80 box of cookies when I can bake em... so stoopid.. bleahz....
sigh...
stayed at home today doing WP....
it SUCKS!!
wah kaoz... i spent the whole morning figuring out how to start the web page...
then the other half of the afternoon designing pictures for my webby...
and the later half of the afternoon trying to place the properly inside the webby...
AND GUESS WAD...
I've completed half of the SB homepage!
wow... -_- what and achievement.. one whole day doing half a webpage...
we have a *censored* fortnight to come up with 6 webpages
yupz peepz.. you heard correctly 6 WhOLE webpages...
swell....
haha... I'm quite good at KOL now i must say... I've amassed about 600,000 meat... lolz...
thanks to my 4 characters....
pastamancers and saucerers rock! lolzzz
oh yah.. didnt manage to write anything about yesterday...
I went to HANs!! ate like.... fries and black pepper chicken chop with soup and bread and cake! you guess how much that cost? $7.50 ... yupz...
cheapppp...
then in the evening I went out with an AJ fren from SP.. he's real cool... haha.. he knows so much more then I do... though he isnt in the circle so long... lolz...
We went to Far East for yummy dinner and then went to PS to play at the arcade! lolz... but I'm still VERY pissed that the Star Factory removed the Para Para machines...
So I went to the arcade below...
I played Para Para Paradise II remix.... expert mode... hahaz... I passed all 5 levels quite surprisingly, considering that I haven danced for quite some time..
There was a person playing before me... he is quite new to it I guess.. and he was like gawking... hahaahaz... oh man... I love it when some people do that... sometimes... lolz
After that, we took a slow walk down from PS to Raffles City... he told me lotsa stuff and I told him lotsa stuff...
lolz.. he knows my ex too... and he admires him for his Para dance skills... sigh.. hahaz.. but i will never be able to reach a ZhiJun's (my ex : Chris) standard.... coz my branch of dancing is completely different from his... lolz...
I guess people who watch me play would understand...
heez... okiez.. I'll write until here...
take care and stay cool peepz..
I wanna bake coookieeesss!!!
Today's Interesting Fact:
The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armor raised their visors to reveal their identity. (oooh!! way cool! I always wanted to be a knight.. lolz.... a knight in shining armour to rescue my knight in shining armour... lolz!!! jus kidding... )
You tried you best ok?
I know you're sad because of her...
You're a great friend, and will always be...
Why weigh your heart down so much?...
Cause... it hurts me to see you sad too...
Everynight... I close my eyes..
I say a prayer... a silent message...
To dear God... that you'll be fine...
That you'll be happy... that you'll be safe...
Cos its you that I care for...
Its you that have taken my heart away...
Keep it safe? I'll be strong...
Lock it up and key be gone...
A hope, a sparkle...
Yours forever...
I pray...
~Kyo loves Her~
SoNia!! haha.. I also did quizzy!!
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!
.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your lover is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.
What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself as just an average person! You enjoy life, love wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who know you best. You like to get outdoors and let your mind wander over all of the mysteries god gave to you. You don't really have a certain sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but you like having fun and adventures, but can also be found sitting quietly about, reading a book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you, never trade it for anything else :)
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haha... I copied Sonia and did many many quizzy! lolz.. hmm.. I'm pretty happy today.. explains my answers.. hahaz.. =P
Saturday, February 05, 2005
StArT Of The HoLidAys!!
Haha! BloGgY!
She also has her mood up on her blog also! SAME AS ME!... hahaz..
hmm.. but her mood is like P.M.S.... haiz... hope she wont be like that all the way till Chinese New Year...
BlEahz... today, woke up to the sound of... "PoKeMoN!" ta da ta daaa ta.... Team Rocket blast off at the speed of light! And realized that I was LATE!! YuPz.. Late to watch PokEmon! hahaa...
Tried to do Dreamweaver also.... got so fed up with all the tables auto-shifting and auto-aligining and stuff that I dropped all web stuff and started to brainstorm for logos... in the end, came up with quite a nice logo... I think...
Didnt put ALOT of effort in it.. but I guess it does work...
wanna see my logo? .... HAHA... NO WAY!!! show ya when term reopens..
Then I went with my bros to go shopping! Shopping shopping shopping! I hovered around Converse and bounced about Billabong and zipped about Ripcurl.. finally chose a white Converse T-Shirt and a Billabong white boardshorts.. lolz.. that will be my.. errr.. dunnno how many already... lolz
waaay.. prepare mah.. rite? lolz
After that, I went out with Calvin Kor Kor cum Di Di.. to go out and crap about! lolz... him introduced a really nice (and cute!) guy called Ralf to me... and we started bouncing about! haha.. both of us are so bouncy... and funny too!
We met up with Thomas-Jovian after that and we went PS!
so fun.. all 4 of us are metrosexuals.. lolz.... and when we went to Watsons, we were like "ooh" this and "how do you use this properly", and "do you think this would look good" all over the place...
I was testing out Maybelline's new WonderFinish liquid foundation.. gosh... it was good.. but i didnt like the color of the blue bottle... so maybe I'll stick with LoReal's Sheer Kashmire...
hmm...
anywayz.. in the end.. bought a small tiny microscopic container of LoReal's Architect Wax and thats all... haha.. waay.. save money mah.. hehez. you know why?
dont tell you... =P
As we were going home, Cal kor suddenly became very moody... Kor.. dont be moody ok? Be happy!
ookiez.. got ta run fanz!
till next time! ciAoz~!
Today's Interesting Fact:
A judge in Louisville decided a jury went "a little bit too far" in recommending a sentence of 5,005 years for a man who was convicted of five robberies and a kidnapping. The judge reduced the sentence to 1,001 years.
(ppoor guy.. arrested even after death.. hahaz...)
Miss ya.. it'll be a week before I may be able to se you again...
Do ya miss me?
Cant wait till the day we will see each other again..
That day....
Is THE day... =)
Wish you happiness...
Wish you peace...
Wish you all the love that I can give...
Wish you hope..
Wish you joy...
Wish you success for grades deployed..
=D
love ya..
Take care..
-Kyo misses Her-
She also has her mood up on her blog also! SAME AS ME!... hahaz..
hmm.. but her mood is like P.M.S.... haiz... hope she wont be like that all the way till Chinese New Year...
BlEahz... today, woke up to the sound of... "PoKeMoN!" ta da ta daaa ta.... Team Rocket blast off at the speed of light! And realized that I was LATE!! YuPz.. Late to watch PokEmon! hahaa...
Tried to do Dreamweaver also.... got so fed up with all the tables auto-shifting and auto-aligining and stuff that I dropped all web stuff and started to brainstorm for logos... in the end, came up with quite a nice logo... I think...
Didnt put ALOT of effort in it.. but I guess it does work...
wanna see my logo? .... HAHA... NO WAY!!! show ya when term reopens..
Then I went with my bros to go shopping! Shopping shopping shopping! I hovered around Converse and bounced about Billabong and zipped about Ripcurl.. finally chose a white Converse T-Shirt and a Billabong white boardshorts.. lolz.. that will be my.. errr.. dunnno how many already... lolz
waaay.. prepare mah.. rite? lolz
After that, I went out with Calvin Kor Kor cum Di Di.. to go out and crap about! lolz... him introduced a really nice (and cute!) guy called Ralf to me... and we started bouncing about! haha.. both of us are so bouncy... and funny too!
We met up with Thomas-Jovian after that and we went PS!
so fun.. all 4 of us are metrosexuals.. lolz.... and when we went to Watsons, we were like "ooh" this and "how do you use this properly", and "do you think this would look good" all over the place...
I was testing out Maybelline's new WonderFinish liquid foundation.. gosh... it was good.. but i didnt like the color of the blue bottle... so maybe I'll stick with LoReal's Sheer Kashmire...
hmm...
anywayz.. in the end.. bought a small tiny microscopic container of LoReal's Architect Wax and thats all... haha.. waay.. save money mah.. hehez. you know why?
dont tell you... =P
As we were going home, Cal kor suddenly became very moody... Kor.. dont be moody ok? Be happy!
ookiez.. got ta run fanz!
till next time! ciAoz~!
Today's Interesting Fact:
A judge in Louisville decided a jury went "a little bit too far" in recommending a sentence of 5,005 years for a man who was convicted of five robberies and a kidnapping. The judge reduced the sentence to 1,001 years.
(ppoor guy.. arrested even after death.. hahaz...)
Miss ya.. it'll be a week before I may be able to se you again...
Do ya miss me?
Cant wait till the day we will see each other again..
That day....
Is THE day... =)
Wish you happiness...
Wish you peace...
Wish you all the love that I can give...
Wish you hope..
Wish you joy...
Wish you success for grades deployed..
=D
love ya..
Take care..
-Kyo misses Her-
Friday, February 04, 2005
Hmmm.. Nice hair day..
Weeeee...~ ^_^ ~
nice day today... hmm.. but everybody seem so glum...
Everybody was kinda quiet this morning today... Jawei wasnt bubbling about, She wasnt cracking funny quotes, even Sarah and Sonia weren't giggling...
Then I realized that everybody was wondering why Sharina was so sad...
Sharina was really sad today also... I wonder why... The usually cheerful bubbly Sharina had tears in her eyes in the morning....
I guess many people didnt want to ask her what happened because of bringing up the situation and making her sad... me too...
but.. I wonder what could have made her so sad.. it must be really really serious...
Hey Sharina.. yo sista... if you're reading my blog... juz wanna tell you that the whole class will always be with ya.. and so will I... we'll always be your frenz in troubled times and in sad times also...
share with us if you're sad also ok? maybe we can think of solutions... like.... if somebody stole your hamster.. we can go and steal it back! =)
dont be sad already ok?
Today is the last day of schooool...
schoooll...
After a gruelling FUNE lecture ( in which I could jus about as understand the difference between dihydro oxide and water as compared to range 1 and range 2 ), I tagged along with Jawei, Sarah and Aizat... actually wanted to go to Jawei's house to dye our hair and have a dip which sounded very cool.. [hint hint: sauna, steam room, pool, jacuzzi... bleahz...hahahahah]
but... err.. dunno why ended up that we couldn go..
so met up with Timo in SPCCC room and we DID go to dye our hair still.. at...
You guess you guess you guess!!
At Timo's house!!
hahaz....
we first tried the creme developer.. and tried to bleach our hair FIRST... -_-
bad move..
the creme developer was supposed to be mixed with the dye and directly applied to the hair...
arrrgh!!! SARAH!! SHARINA!! where are you!!!
we had a tiny bit more of creme developer left, so we jus mixed in with the dye... aFteR we read the instructions... sigh..
so we went on with the application... being the guys we were, we resented gloves and thus we jus used our hands and combs.... >.<
bad move...
Now our hands are stuck with red dye.. and poor timo... his hand looks like it has frostbite or something....
after that WE wEnT To CuT hAiR!!!
EvOluTion HuB RoCkS!!
whY? bEcOZ: (with much thanks to Jason for introducing us that shop)
YOU can tell them EXACTLY what type of hairstyle you want, choosing from a huge book of different hairstyles, on top of the magazines that they provide.. Once you tell them the hairstyle that you want, they will aADVISE you if it is suitable for your type of looks and style before proceeding to cut the style you want While cutting they will talk to you and tell you funny stuff! ok... besides that, they will help you LAYER your hair and do alot of stuff that other salons do not offer for such a low price, on top of telling you WHY they're doing it and what would be the after-effect Finally, after WASHING and BLOW-DRYING it, they will tell you HOW TO STYLE so that you will always know how get back that style After everything, if you're happy, then she'll tell you how to IMPROVE your looks to fit the hairstyle! AND IT COSTS ONLY 10 BUCKS
10 BUCKS... where on earth can you get that kinda value.. lolz..... i seldom advertise on my blog.. but this is pretty much and exception... coz THIS IS MY FAVOURITE HAIR SALOON!
Blk 492 Jurong West St.41
#01-62 Singapore 640492
after that I went to eat with Timo.. I ate Penang Laksa!
I only like eating the fish.. hahaz.... I have an affinity with sashimi(s) of all kind.. hahaa..
kkz.. gtg... ciaoz blogfanz.. seeya another time!
Thinking of you..
Why are you glum?
I miss you so much....
I want to share your burden...
Circumstances that we cant change, we must accept...
You thought me that..
Let it pass....
I love you... and it hurts me that you're so quiet sometimes...
I know how you feel sometimes.. and the familiar sting of old comes back...
Dont bother so much about what other people think..
You're the best to me ok?
I love you... alot...
You're the bestest of the bestest of the bestest..
wanna hug you.. sigh...
take care okie?
-Kyo HuGz HeR-
nice day today... hmm.. but everybody seem so glum...
Everybody was kinda quiet this morning today... Jawei wasnt bubbling about, She wasnt cracking funny quotes, even Sarah and Sonia weren't giggling...
Then I realized that everybody was wondering why Sharina was so sad...
Sharina was really sad today also... I wonder why... The usually cheerful bubbly Sharina had tears in her eyes in the morning....
I guess many people didnt want to ask her what happened because of bringing up the situation and making her sad... me too...
but.. I wonder what could have made her so sad.. it must be really really serious...
Hey Sharina.. yo sista... if you're reading my blog... juz wanna tell you that the whole class will always be with ya.. and so will I... we'll always be your frenz in troubled times and in sad times also...
share with us if you're sad also ok? maybe we can think of solutions... like.... if somebody stole your hamster.. we can go and steal it back! =)
dont be sad already ok?
Today is the last day of schooool...
schoooll...
After a gruelling FUNE lecture ( in which I could jus about as understand the difference between dihydro oxide and water as compared to range 1 and range 2 ), I tagged along with Jawei, Sarah and Aizat... actually wanted to go to Jawei's house to dye our hair and have a dip which sounded very cool.. [hint hint: sauna, steam room, pool, jacuzzi... bleahz...hahahahah]
but... err.. dunno why ended up that we couldn go..
so met up with Timo in SPCCC room and we DID go to dye our hair still.. at...
You guess you guess you guess!!
At Timo's house!!
hahaz....
we first tried the creme developer.. and tried to bleach our hair FIRST... -_-
bad move..
the creme developer was supposed to be mixed with the dye and directly applied to the hair...
arrrgh!!! SARAH!! SHARINA!! where are you!!!
we had a tiny bit more of creme developer left, so we jus mixed in with the dye... aFteR we read the instructions... sigh..
so we went on with the application... being the guys we were, we resented gloves and thus we jus used our hands and combs.... >.<
bad move...
Now our hands are stuck with red dye.. and poor timo... his hand looks like it has frostbite or something....
after that WE wEnT To CuT hAiR!!!
EvOluTion HuB RoCkS!!
whY? bEcOZ: (with much thanks to Jason for introducing us that shop)
10 BUCKS... where on earth can you get that kinda value.. lolz..... i seldom advertise on my blog.. but this is pretty much and exception... coz THIS IS MY FAVOURITE HAIR SALOON!
Blk 492 Jurong West St.41
#01-62 Singapore 640492
AND the hairdresser is Michelle!
young and super chio..lolz...
after that I went to eat with Timo.. I ate Penang Laksa!
I only like eating the fish.. hahaz.... I have an affinity with sashimi(s) of all kind.. hahaa..
kkz.. gtg... ciaoz blogfanz.. seeya another time!
Today's Interesting Fact:
You lose enough dead skin cells in your lifetime to fill eight five-pound flour bags. (eww.... disgusting... hmm.. i think i could have a plastic bag of dead skin a year if i tried.. hahaa.. shush)
Thinking of you..
Why are you glum?
I miss you so much....
I want to share your burden...
Circumstances that we cant change, we must accept...
You thought me that..
Let it pass....
I love you... and it hurts me that you're so quiet sometimes...
I know how you feel sometimes.. and the familiar sting of old comes back...
Dont bother so much about what other people think..
You're the best to me ok?
I love you... alot...
You're the bestest of the bestest of the bestest..
wanna hug you.. sigh...
take care okie?
-Kyo HuGz HeR-
Thursday, February 03, 2005
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh
I DID NOT MEAN IT TO BE THAT WAY!!!!!
-sobz-
ARRGH...
I slipped. I slipped.. OKAY!!!!
I'm human... CANT I BE DEPRESSED and THUS SLIP?
I WASNT EVEN HALF-THINKING WAD I WAS SAYING AT THAT TIME!!!!!!!!!
I never meant it to hurt anyone
I never meant it to hurt ME...
I just said that I wont be able to do better then her...
WRONG MEH!!
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN HER.
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN HIM.
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN ANYBODY!!!!!
sobz...
i wont.
I'm losing my sanity... its hanging on a thread......
I'M SORRY!!! I'M SORRRY!!!!!
arrrrrgh..
sobz..
it wasnt meant to be this way... it wasnt....
ITS MY FAULT...
I'M INSENSITIVE
I'M UNCARING
I'M STUPID
I'M UNKIND
I'M IDIOTIC
I'M MORONIC
I'M DENSE
I'M RETARDED
I'M SLOW
I'M MENTALLY DECAPITATED
fine.
i lose.
again.
-sobz-
ARRGH...
I slipped. I slipped.. OKAY!!!!
I'm human... CANT I BE DEPRESSED and THUS SLIP?
I WASNT EVEN HALF-THINKING WAD I WAS SAYING AT THAT TIME!!!!!!!!!
I never meant it to hurt anyone
I never meant it to hurt ME...
I just said that I wont be able to do better then her...
WRONG MEH!!
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN HER.
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN HIM.
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN ANYBODY!!!!!
sobz...
i wont.
I'm losing my sanity... its hanging on a thread......
I'M SORRY!!! I'M SORRRY!!!!!
arrrrrgh..
sobz..
it wasnt meant to be this way... it wasnt....
ITS MY FAULT...
I'M INSENSITIVE
I'M UNCARING
I'M STUPID
I'M UNKIND
I'M IDIOTIC
I'M MORONIC
I'M DENSE
I'M RETARDED
I'M SLOW
I'M MENTALLY DECAPITATED
fine.
i lose.
again.
ooh..133........
|
Your EQ is |
|
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
USA's Top Cutest Musicians for 2004!
HeYaZ PeEpz... These are USA's selection for the most 1) Cutest 2) Handsome 3) Beautiful guys for the year 2004. Kinda like 30+ days late already.. these entry....
Orlando Bloom (saraaah oh sarah!! he's here!)
Usher
Josh Groban (ooh.. Pengiee will love this...)
Nelly
Jerry Yan
Enrique Iglesias
Nelly
Craig Davids
Bon Jovi
Aaron Carter
Okayz... thats all for those that I know.. there are a few that I do not know.. so I'm not going to publish it and clog up my blog.... =)
seeya again peepz...
Letting myself down... over and over again....
I cried...
I'm immune... I told myself... over and over again... I will not let it get me again....
I will not...
But I couldnt stop the tears...
I tried so hard... I wrote scripts.. I re-wrote scripts..
I rewrote the entire timeline 4 times.. Each taking me at least an hour...
I thought nothing could go wrong... but I was so wrong...
The timing rushed upon me... His countdown hit me so strongly... each number... 5,4,3,2,1 caused me heart to beat faster...
I thought I was going to have a stroke when everything was not going according to as plan...
I was panicking... Cold sweat was already running down my forehead.. this could not be happening... no... not now...
I didnt use a single term... i jus blabbered and wished that I would die on the spot...
if that wasnt bad enough..
After the ICA, the results for the previous test came...
I looked as people maked their results after results happily... I stared at the sheet of paper... I just could not believe it.... I got 71... I tried to imagine that I did not get that result... when I saw my name, I tried even harder to contain my tears...
Almost the entire class got higher then me...
Walking down to the gym... I couldnt contain my tears anymore... I tried so hard... and I fail myself again?.... why!!!??
I'm finished...
I wasnt sobbing, but I still could not contain the tears... when I saw Sonia, I tried to pretend nothing had happened... but deep down inside... I was still feeling the pain...
hold me...
I tried so hard to tell myself that I've done my best...
But everytime I see myself...
I feel so alone somehow...
Somehow, I've let myself down... again... and again....
hold me...
I tried my best to tell myself I did my hardest...
But everytime I see myself...
I see a reflection of a useless person...
Somehow, I've got to keep going on... and on...
Crying wont solve any problem....
But when you're cornered, with no path to turn to... do you have much options?...
Failure will not conquer me...
First... I have to conquer myself....
I.. die again....... I wont be broken again.... I've got to breathe... I cant keep going under....
I wont keep going under....
I will achieve my goal. even if I have to go insane.
I will achieve my goal. even if I have to work day and night
I will achieve my goal. even if I have to foresake my little bit of entertainment
Nothing will get in my way
Nothing.
DVPA: 71
WP: 76
FUNE: 77
IDEA: 80
GEMS: 82
NW: (so far.. only low Bs and Cs)
IPRA: (no comments. i dont even wish to know)
B.B.B.A.A
Bs for all the important modules and As for the useless ones...
Haiz...
I hate myself... I hate my life...
Totally.
Today's Interesting Fact: Hydroxydesoxycorticosterone and hydroxydeoxycorticosterones are the largest anagrams.
I'm immune... I told myself... over and over again... I will not let it get me again....
I will not...
But I couldnt stop the tears...
I tried so hard... I wrote scripts.. I re-wrote scripts..
I rewrote the entire timeline 4 times.. Each taking me at least an hour...
I thought nothing could go wrong... but I was so wrong...
The timing rushed upon me... His countdown hit me so strongly... each number... 5,4,3,2,1 caused me heart to beat faster...
I thought I was going to have a stroke when everything was not going according to as plan...
I was panicking... Cold sweat was already running down my forehead.. this could not be happening... no... not now...
I didnt use a single term... i jus blabbered and wished that I would die on the spot...
if that wasnt bad enough..
After the ICA, the results for the previous test came...
I looked as people maked their results after results happily... I stared at the sheet of paper... I just could not believe it.... I got 71... I tried to imagine that I did not get that result... when I saw my name, I tried even harder to contain my tears...
Almost the entire class got higher then me...
Walking down to the gym... I couldnt contain my tears anymore... I tried so hard... and I fail myself again?.... why!!!??
I'm finished...
I wasnt sobbing, but I still could not contain the tears... when I saw Sonia, I tried to pretend nothing had happened... but deep down inside... I was still feeling the pain...
hold me...
I tried so hard to tell myself that I've done my best...
But everytime I see myself...
I feel so alone somehow...
Somehow, I've let myself down... again... and again....
hold me...
I tried my best to tell myself I did my hardest...
But everytime I see myself...
I see a reflection of a useless person...
Somehow, I've got to keep going on... and on...
Crying wont solve any problem....
But when you're cornered, with no path to turn to... do you have much options?...
Failure will not conquer me...
First... I have to conquer myself....
I.. die again....... I wont be broken again.... I've got to breathe... I cant keep going under....
I wont keep going under....
I will achieve my goal. even if I have to go insane.
I will achieve my goal. even if I have to work day and night
I will achieve my goal. even if I have to foresake my little bit of entertainment
Nothing will get in my way
Nothing.
DVPA: 71
WP: 76
FUNE: 77
IDEA: 80
GEMS: 82
NW: (so far.. only low Bs and Cs)
IPRA: (no comments. i dont even wish to know)
B.B.B.A.A
Bs for all the important modules and As for the useless ones...
Haiz...
I hate myself... I hate my life...
Totally.
Today's Interesting Fact: Hydroxydesoxycorticosterone and hydroxydeoxycorticosterones are the largest anagrams.
I couldn lift my head to see you...
I failed myself... how much more would I fail you...
Dont get me wrong...
I still love you all the same...
I'm so scared that one day I'll fail you even...
I fail so much in everything I do....
-Kyo-
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
=STreSS=
s-t-r-e-s-s...
stress...
Spent the whole of the past few days studying and thinking up of ideas for IDEAS and DVPA.... CAN DIE AH!!
DVPA: I spent approximately 10hrs working on the various production timelines and questions
IDEAS: 5 hours of fruitless thinking...
I think Timo and me are getting along better... I'm starting to get immuned to his suan-ing (oh yeah.. suan is spelt as suan... thanks to May =D)... and he, is getting used to my... errr... i dunno... pessimism? haha....
IDEAS was totally crap... We crapped here and crapped there but I think we did pretty ok.. just that "scary ger" and Titus from the other class was like having guns of questions, fully loaded... I was pretty pissed... but I'm pretty ok now...
Oh yah!! in the midst of the IDEASproject, Timo, Sarah and Sonia came up with this mistake-cum-fantastic artwork... haha.. if ya didnt know, the Question and Answer slide is entirely designed by them.. because of a mistake.. lolz... Its really very nice lor...
Today is the 1st of Febuary! That means... 14 more days to go!! haha...
hmm... still thinking of wad can make her happy on that day...
My DVPA directions are SO difficult... I dont even know if I can do it... There are a whole big strings of commands to be given in 5 seconds....
I'm sooo screwwwed... wish me luck blogfanz... If do this well.. maybe... MAYBE.. I can direct a show like "Homerun!" or maybe "THe EyE" ooh... sonia will love this... (*throws another black rubbery string at her)
I'm in a sooo happy mood... nothing can get me down... hahaz....
I'm going to return back to my usual self... but this time, I'll bring with me a lesson.. That the main objective in life is to do your best and leave your mark on people's hearts... and if you can do both, you're more then sucessful in life...
Alex [EneUT] works in a PR firm! woohoo.. i think quite high position there too... maybe if I do well enough, I can go there to work during my ITP!... lolz.. I'm sure he will treat me very good de.. hahazzz..
I need to work out quick! I wanna get a killer body! lolz... no joke...
if i'm to impress her anytime soon i guess...
Recently have been working out at the gym... my muscles havent been working for awhile though, and I got kinda muscle ache after 2 hours or so training...
hahaz.... =P
My bro has been watching a couple of army shows... bleahz... I'm inspired! The mindset where comrade first, self last is so touching.. where a friend will die for another friend.. where a commander will rather commit suicide slow and painfully then tell where his subordinates are...
For the country, for the people, for my family...
We are the ones who keep the place you call home safe...
=D haha... I'm wierd.. I cant wait to go to the army.. most guys tell me I'm nuts...
But I think its cool!
hmm.. ahh.. I cant write anymore....
Next time blogfanz!
Today's Interesting Fact:
According to the United States Department of Agriculture, the best time to spray household insects is 4:00 p.m. Insects are most vulnerable at this time.
stress...
Spent the whole of the past few days studying and thinking up of ideas for IDEAS and DVPA.... CAN DIE AH!!
DVPA: I spent approximately 10hrs working on the various production timelines and questions
IDEAS: 5 hours of fruitless thinking...
I think Timo and me are getting along better... I'm starting to get immuned to his suan-ing (oh yeah.. suan is spelt as suan... thanks to May =D)... and he, is getting used to my... errr... i dunno... pessimism? haha....
IDEAS was totally crap... We crapped here and crapped there but I think we did pretty ok.. just that "scary ger" and Titus from the other class was like having guns of questions, fully loaded... I was pretty pissed... but I'm pretty ok now...
Oh yah!! in the midst of the IDEASproject, Timo, Sarah and Sonia came up with this mistake-cum-fantastic artwork... haha.. if ya didnt know, the Question and Answer slide is entirely designed by them.. because of a mistake.. lolz... Its really very nice lor...
Today is the 1st of Febuary! That means... 14 more days to go!! haha...
hmm... still thinking of wad can make her happy on that day...
My DVPA directions are SO difficult... I dont even know if I can do it... There are a whole big strings of commands to be given in 5 seconds....
I'm sooo screwwwed... wish me luck blogfanz... If do this well.. maybe... MAYBE.. I can direct a show like "Homerun!" or maybe "THe EyE" ooh... sonia will love this... (*throws another black rubbery string at her)
I'm in a sooo happy mood... nothing can get me down... hahaz....
I'm going to return back to my usual self... but this time, I'll bring with me a lesson.. That the main objective in life is to do your best and leave your mark on people's hearts... and if you can do both, you're more then sucessful in life...
Alex [EneUT] works in a PR firm! woohoo.. i think quite high position there too... maybe if I do well enough, I can go there to work during my ITP!... lolz.. I'm sure he will treat me very good de.. hahazzz..
I need to work out quick! I wanna get a killer body! lolz... no joke...
if i'm to impress her anytime soon i guess...
Recently have been working out at the gym... my muscles havent been working for awhile though, and I got kinda muscle ache after 2 hours or so training...
hahaz.... =P
My bro has been watching a couple of army shows... bleahz... I'm inspired! The mindset where comrade first, self last is so touching.. where a friend will die for another friend.. where a commander will rather commit suicide slow and painfully then tell where his subordinates are...
For the country, for the people, for my family...
We are the ones who keep the place you call home safe...
=D haha... I'm wierd.. I cant wait to go to the army.. most guys tell me I'm nuts...
But I think its cool!
hmm.. ahh.. I cant write anymore....
Next time blogfanz!
Today's Interesting Fact:
According to the United States Department of Agriculture, the best time to spray household insects is 4:00 p.m. Insects are most vulnerable at this time.
To see ya smile...
I'll walk for miles...
I wish I could hug you tight...
I wish that I could be right here by your side...
Starlight, star bright...
First star I see tonight...
I wish so hard.. I wish tonight...
I wish she'll be nice n alright...
Love ya.. Alwayz will..
-Kyo-
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